Preparing for an Emergency or Disaster (Mobile)

Recently, several acquaintances have asked me how to prepare a “go bag” and it got me thinking. There are many resources out there that offer solid recommendations on what to buy for a disaster and why. Some are disaster-specific (how to prepare for an earthquake versus fires versus a hurricane); others are nonspecific, but focus more on the specific gear rather than a particular situation.

My employer, the American Red Cross, has one of the best overall suite of products for getting yourself and your family ready for some type of natural disaster, and the types of challenges a person can expect to encounter.  The U.S. has tools online — for now anyway! — under FEMA, while that agency still has funding. Both of these are useful and make for an interesting if suitably alarming Saturday read.

Meanwhile I thought I’d offer my thoughts about disaster preparedness briefly. Like most people my age (47 as of writing) I’ve had some experience with natural disasters as an adult. I’ve lived through several blizzards, three hurricanes (Gloria, Irene, Sandy), and one high wind event (tornado briefly touched down in my town). I’ve also had experience with war, having helped evacuate my wife’s parents from Kyiv in March of 2022, while Russia was invading, and deployed twice to combat in Afghanistan as an infantry officer.

A brief aside on war: while government resources and the American Red Cross focus on natural disasters and infrastructure disasters such as chemical spills or radiation incidents, nobody talks at length or in detail about the possibility of war in the U.S., or the steps one would need to take to avoid that man-made disaster — a glaring blind spot, though understandable. What government wants its citizens to think war could happen within its borders?

Rather than break disasters into artificial categories such as “natural” and “man-made,” I think a better way to think of disaster prep is “mobile” and “static.” There are some disasters that are fast moving and unpredictable, where one will need to move quickly from one’s home to some predetermined safe area if possible (and in any direction away from the disaster, if not possible). Other disasters are such that sheltering in place and waiting for services such as electricity to be turned on again is the best course of action. In both cases, one will want to approach one’s preparedness for the disaster with a maximum of caution and care.

Here’s a simple way to prepare for disasters of any type using this binary framework.

“Mobile” Disaster Preparedness

I’m beginning with mobile preparedness because one can carry less on one’s person or in a car. For that reason, the kit you build in order to prepare to move in response to or to avoid a disaster must include essential things only; heavily focused on survival for as long as it’s necessary (practically speaking, 5-7 days). Such a kit has to fit in a backpack if you plan to be on foot, or in the back of a car if you have a family and plan to be driving.

It’s also convenient to begin with “mobile” disaster preparedness because you can take everything you put in your “mobile” kit and use it for any other kit you compile.

One can even imagine tiers of mobility, though this is already getting into the weeds (and with disaster preparedness, you really don’t want to get into the weeds — the weeds being survivalism, which is a whole other kettle of tea). There is the mobility which is a few things you can put in your pocket or carry while running. There is the mobility that is a few more things you keep in a backpack and practice using (always practice once a year). Finally, there is the mobility that is stored in the back of your car for your family, requiring no more than two people to lift. Like a nesting doll, the equipment one uses for the first should be part of the second, and the equipment for the second (the backpack) should be part of the third (the car).

Tier One: Mobile Disaster Response With The Clothes On Your Back

This is the most basic disaster response, and any of our ancestors would have understood it. You have to move quickly and for whatever reason using a car isn’t possible or feasible (path you’d take by car is blocked or you don’t have a car, no time to find the keys, etc.); maybe speed is essential and a backpack with 40lbs of equipment will slow you down too much. In this case you want the following:

-Water purifier or water purification tablets + minimum 16oz or 20oz water bottle

-multitool

-all-weather matches

-rainproof poncho

-plastic baggies

-knowledge of basic fieldcraft

-wallet w/identification; preferably with credit cards and $100 cash, but most importantly with a driver’s license or some other form of valid state-issued identification

The multitool is an essential piece of any disaster preparedness plan; I’ve been carrying the same Leatherman since 2006, and have used it countless times since for a multitude of tasks.

Store the essentials of this kit by the front door or back door of your house or apartment, in or next to your poncho. This covers your immediate bases for survival: drinking water being the most urgent. If you know you have access to potable water, you have just bought yourself ~3-4 days of extremely rough living, which is, in almost any situation, enough time to find help for whatever disaster is, presumably, affecting everyone in your area. For clean drinking water you need (1) a water purifier or purification tablets, (2) a way to store the water [the water bottle] and (3) access to any water source. Good water purifiers can clean even the most rancid water source, though it is no way to live for long periods of time. In this case, you are focused on surviving the initial disaster and displacement.

Your multitool — I have an old Leatherman I got before my first deployment to Afghanistan in 2006 and use for household chores — should have a knife, pliers, various screwdrivers, a saw, and some means by which to open metal cans. It can be used to help fashion a crude shelter, start a fire, or do the various little chores one will need to survive outside for a few days.

All weather matches will help you start fires; together with the multitool and some basic fieldcraft, it will be possible to start a fire even in the rain.

A poncho might seem like an odd thing to have hanging up in one’s closet, depending on your cultural background and location; it is an extremely useful piece of kit for surviving under the most austere conditions. Together with your multitool and a few sticks, that poncho can be turned into a waterproof lean-to if it’s wet outside, and a halfway decent improvised sleeping bag if not.

Plastic baggies are to keep things dry — especially your wallet and the matches.

Knowledge of basic fieldcraft, such as how to start a fire, is important for mobile disaster preparedness. Fire will keep you warm, and can sterilize food and (provided you have a suitable container) water. Understanding and practicing building a fire from very little material (dried twigs and small branches and moss) is probably the one essential skill; everything else is a potential nice-to-have.

Finally, a wallet with identification is for when you get to some place that can help you; a safe town the disaster has not reached, a group of people or an organization that’s capable of helping you. A disaster isn’t the end of civilization, it’s just a (one hopes) temporary adjustment in civilization’s borders; a space of temporary lawlessness and disorganization. Your priority is to get back to civilization as quickly as possible and by any means necessary. That $100 will help you do that if the credit cards don’t work, but isn’t so much money that it puts a target on your back.

Tier Two: Mobile Disaster Response With a Backpack

In tier two, one has both the time, presence of mind, and opportunity — and the situation is suitable — to grab a backpack of no more than about 60 pounds; heavy, but not unmanageable for short movements. Such situations could include (1) you don’t have a car but a buddy does and you’re headed somewhere to survive for a week or two, and (2) you’re being evacuated from a place for longer than a week; it’s not clear when you’re going to be able to return though the assumption is that you can return at some point in the future.

Using the principle of “building out capability” I mentioned earlier, everything from the Tier One package goes into the Tier Two package. Thus, you have the first couple pounds of stuff you’ll need to carry.

Things for your backpack that will make some approximation of modern life feasible:

-sleeping bag rated for 32 degrees Fahrenheit. Sleeping bags deteriorate over time, so understand that even a very high quality bag carried by your father since his time in the Guard during Vietnam may not offer the protection it once did.

-If you opted for tablets in the tier one kit over the purifier before, tier two is the time to pull the trigger on a good quality purifier. REI carries a great selection. In general you’ll want something ceramic, capable of purifying spring, stream, or well water. $50-100 will give you peace of mind that nothing bad is making its way into your digestive system. Tablets are ok for a couple days, but you won’t want to be using them for a week. 

-frying pan and boiling pot. Boiling water for food, coffee, and drinking will be important (the pot), as will the ability to cook masses of food at once (the pan).

-a mug. If you have to spend a week in the wilderness or something approximating the wilderness you will quickly learn that one of the great challenges facing human civilization is carrying and storing potable drinking water. Creating it is a huge hassle.

-a hatchet. For a week, you will need the ability to create more wood than it is practical to gather by hand, and even then, you’ll be surprised at how long it takes to generate the fuel you need for things like cooking.

-a small hand/hack saw.

-a good steel camp spork.

-two changes of season-appropriate clothes in addition to the clothes you are wearing, stored in a high quality garbage bag or some similar waterproof sack. If planning for a week, you will want to build in a couple days for each article of clothing you have to dry if necessary. The weight of a shirt, pants, underwear (optional) and socks can go from a pound or two for summer wear to a few pounds for winter wear. This shouldn’t take up more than 10 pounds in your bag. Long sleeve shirt and long pants only. Underwear should be moisture wicking / easy dry, whether it’s short or long.

-an extra set of hiking boots or sturdy shoes.

-cash; $500 for emergency use.

-all important documents in a ziplock bag (copy of ssn, birth certificate; passport; driver’s license)

-depending on where you are and plan to be going, a pistol with a couple clips of ammunition

-Two packages (100 count) of wet wipes. This will be sufficient to keep you clean and sanitary for a week. No more needs to be said on that front.

-hygiene kit. For brushing one’s teeth and keeping clean; foot powder if you expect to be walking a lot. Shaving probably not necessary.

-easy-prep food. 21 pounds of this depending on what else you pack. The average person can get by with about 3 pounds of food per day. Unless you’re an experienced woodsman and can augment that food with fish or game, you just need to steel yourself for an uncomfortable week of eating less than you’re used to. If you’re going to a pre-planned location such as a hunting cabin or second home, it’s possible that there will be extra food already stockpiled; this is something you’ll want to figure out beforehand. In any case, bring the minimum of what you’ll need to eat to get by. An emergency is a bad time to discover that someone else forgot to restock a larder.

-external battery, charged. Can give your smartphone an extra couple days of life if you’re using it heavily; if used judiciously, is perfectly sufficient for a week.

-smartphone

-camp stove. I have a MSR Firefly I use when camping that has stood me in good stead. It means keeping a 16oz portable tank or two with propane — but if you’re using it once a year and then cleaning the stove afterwards, you’ll keep it functional and clean, and understand how to use it. This is far more practical than open-fire cooking. Again if you’re heading to a cabin you might end up having access to a stove and more food than you need, or an older fireplace with one of those grill mechanisms (my parents have one of these and use it when the power goes out due to storms or hurricanes, they’re not bad). If you do you may never use the camp stove. Like many of the things in tier two, it obeys the principle of “better to have and not need, than need and not have.”

-two gallons of potable water. That’s 16 pounds. It will give you sufficient water to not die for two days, plus cook some food.

-a set of 5  bungee cords; 4 medium length (2-4 feet) and 1 longer (4 feet+).

-100 feet of 550 or paratrooper cord.

-First aid kit.

Two other considerations are preconditions for this loadout to work with maximum effectiveness. The first is a plan, and the second is, I cannot stress this enough, intermediate fieldcraft. Nobody wants to hear that you have to think through some of this stuff to begin with, but if you’ve thought through the possibility of climate or human disaster to the point where you’ve invested, now, $1500 or so in a durable bugout kit that will give you a week worth of survival outside the comforts of civilization, you really owe yourself the time it takes to ensure that investment isn’t squandered.

The fieldcraft first. That doesn’t just mean unwrapping and assembling the equipment you’ve bought, it means using it. Not field-testing it, using it! Take a Saturday to fire up the camp stove and prepare oatmeal or a soup for lunch. Buy more packaged food than you need and use some of that. See how much water you end up using. Test the purifier. Use the hatchet and saw to practice chopping up smaller pieces of wood. This may take all of several hours per year, a trivial consideration for the knowledge and utility you’ll get out of the process.

Tied to fieldcraft, and together with planning, I recommend joining a nature conservancy or land trust, and taking advantage of the opportunity to learn about where you live. I’m in Connecticut. We have maple tree, and oak, and hickory, and there are ways to prepare the nuts those trees shed in the summer and fall (for this reason I have a small hammer to my field kit, for crushing nuts); acorn and hickory nuts (“pignut” as it’s known colloquially for reasons you can probably guess) can be boiled provided there is sufficient fresh water until they’re not only edible but even tasty. Knowing such things means your 3 pounds of food per day is now 3 ½ or 4 pounds.

With some fieldcraft it becomes practical to develop a plan, either yourself or with friends. Maybe it revolves around someone’s cabin. Maybe it revolves around a camp area, or a piece of wilderness with which you’re familiar. In the case of a natural disaster, a week is a reasonable amount of time to expect institutional mechanisms to kick in — American Red Cross, FEMA, state National Guard, etc. Being out of their way if you don’t expect to contribute anything to the response will help responders deliver help more effectively to people who need it. Paradoxically it may be easier to get to potable drinking water in upstate New York than it is in New Hampshire in the wake of heavy flooding. Heading down to San Diego or up to the San Francisco area from Los Angeles during the fires, if possible, helped firefighters manage and respond to the crisis.

Tier Three: Mobile Disaster Response With a Vehicle

With some disasters, a week isn’t enough, but one still hopes to return home. As with tiers one and two, tier three includes all of the equipment listed in the first two tiers. It also requires a plan that accommodates the length of time you plan to be displaced from your home, and the equipment you’re bringing, including the car. If you have an electric car, planning will be more complicated depending on where you live. For the time being, technology is such that there are far more options for life with a gas-operated combustion engine than with an electric engine, though that is changing in places.

The nature of the disaster dictates how you respond to it. A severe natural disaster might devastate an area for weeks or months. As of writing, August 16 2025, parts of the Appalachian mountains have still yet to recover from the catastrophic flooding that struck in 2024, nearly a year later. There are also man-made disasters such as war; Ukrainians near the frontline with Russia may have evacuated numerous times over the past years, or even longer ago. In maneuver warfare, one might have little or no notice to evacuate — I spoke several months ago with a family that evacuated Bucha as the sound of fighting reached them from nearby Hostomel airport.  Most of the people they knew who stayed were murdered by the Russians.

The choice to stay in a place is a difficult one, and exists on a knife’s edge. That family made it out before the Russians arrived — with minutes (not hours) to spare. An interpreter of mine in Afghanistan wasn’t as lucky. He stayed put with his family, and after the government fell was murdered by unknown assailants. After a journey of years through a Pakistani refugee camp, his family made it to the U.S. Whether they will be allowed to stay here is another question.

So what additional equipment should be brought with one if one is evacuating oneself and one’s family?

-a tier-two backpack’s worth of food, season-appropriate clothes, and equipment per person.

-Three weeks of food (a Costco run’s worth) to supplement what’s in each backpack. Focus on canned goods and rice, or MREs if you can afford them.

-instead of giving each person a hatchet, one person should have a hatchet.

-An axe for splitting wood

-A crowbar

-sledgehammer and wedge

Tools! If you have a vehicle, basic tools such as an axe, a crowbar, and a sledgehammer / wedge will be extremely useful. Bonus points if you use them regularly for yardwork already, and have a sense of how to do so safely so when an emergency arises, they aren’t like strange foreign objects nobody has ever seen.

-hammer and box of nails

-bottle of ibuprofen

-portable gas generator. The Honda EU2200i is the consensus pick for powering basic necessities briefly for a month, and goes for about $1100.

-3 full five-gallon gas cans

-Seven gallons of water per adult, five gallons per child. That’s 14 for two people, 24 for a conventional family of four. Hard to pack in gallon containers; easier in 5 gallon containers or larger. Expect to begin refilling this stock ASAP. As mentioned earlier, potable water will be one of your biggest ongoing struggles.

-Soap

-Dishes and utensils

-sponges

-one towel per person

-A rifle or shotgun with a box of ammunition (in addition to the pistol)

Food, water, and fuel. Those are the basics. One can effectively make fuel to heat oneself and to melt water with an axe (by chopping firewood). One can procure water from one’s surroundings — easily or less easily depending on where you are, and where you plan to go. With enough food for the essentials, and knowledge of one’s surroundings, it may be possible to add forage to one’s diet.

You’ll have enough food and supplies to survive for a month, and depending on how far greater mobility with a vehicle. The more austere the environment, the harder it will be to survive, even with equipment. Ideally the place you choose will have supplies sufficient to provision you and your mode of transport — close to a fresh body of water (lake, river), and close to fuel in the form of gas or electricity (airport, highway rest stop, rural town or small city). Think through not only what you’ll need, but how to get more of what you need.

One should begin planning where to go and understanding the effort required to get there on the first day one leaves the site of the disaster.

At some point I will write a followup piece to this, covering how to respond to a disaster by remaining in place where and when feasible. But the effort of writing this has exhausted me.

Horseshoe Crabs in Branford

The horseshoe crab is one of nature’s oldest fauna, claiming a history that stretches back 250 million years to the early Triassic. For dinosaur fans, that means that a stegosaurus, famed for the gaudy kite-shaped plates on its back and spiked tail, might have seen horseshoe crabs while stomping along a Jurassic era beach. I don’t know if that fills you with wonder, but it amazes me.

This is why every year, if I happen to be in Branford during the full moon and high tide in May or June, I head down to a couple beaches to count horseshoe crabs. This is the time of year and the occasions on which they crawl up to the beaches to mate. The full moon makes it light enough to see the crabs, and the tide means there’s just a little band of beach on which to look. It’s not difficult.

A horseshoe crab on what appears to be rough concrete
A horseshoe crab; photo via Wikipedia Commons

I’d missed 2024 — I’m not sure where I was, probably traveling for work — but the year before, action on the beaches was light — two pairs on each of the two beaches I surveyed. Before that in 2023, it was two pairs on one beach, and four on another.

When I was growing up and carrying out this practice in the 1980s and 90s, there were so many horseshoe crabs it was difficult to keep count. 

Mine is one anecdotal account, but you don’t need to rely on it to understand horseshoe crabs are in trouble. The acidification of the ocean, warming oceans, predation by other species that depend on the horseshoe crabs and (worst of all) harvesting by the biomedical industry — the horseshoe crab’s blue blood has strange and beneficial medicinal utility — all conspire to create a dangerous and potentially extinction-level challenge for this ancient species.

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What does it mean, to lose the horseshoe crab locally? It doesn’t do much for people who spend little time at the beach — at least not as far as they can see. Unless you’re a bird or a fish it’s quaint at best, and alarming at worst; while its claws are too weak to deliver anything more inconvenient than a light pinch, the horseshoe crab is actually a distant relative of spiders, ticks, and scorpions, and attracts with its shape and its shell some of the instinctual revulsion we reserve for those loathesome creatures. Even crabs and lobsters can make for good eating. Maybe not if you’re pulling them out of Long Island Sound! But in general.

Losing the horseshoe crab in Branford may not affect the crab’s long-term prospects. It has survived several extinction events, and under different circumstances. It’s entirely possible that the departure of the horseshoe crab from Branford’s shores is a temporary situation, something that lasts hundreds of thousands of years — the briefest of flashes in the creature’s unfathomably long lifespan.

But losing the horseshoe crab — like losing the American chestnut, and the elm tree, and other large, old trees that used to be mainstays of the community — like losing monarch butterflies and wild bees — is part of something bigger, something that’s accumulating. Gathering momentum. The old, quiet way of life, where you could walk down to the beach and run into an animal from another epoch. We’re losing our community, is what’s happening. And what’s replacing it is far worse. Smartphones, AI, algorithm, and fear of the neighbors we no longer encounter on the road or when we do, are buried in a screen or listening to music on headphones.

It’s not just the horseshoe crab that we’re losing; we’re losing so much more. What will replace it, when the last crab surfaces some year soon, regards the empty beach, and returns to the sea? And what will we do, when at some point we run out of things to lose?

Branford’s 2026 Budget

Last week, my town (Branford, Connecticut) passed a budget for the upcoming year (2026, for readers keeping track from the distant and unknowable future). That budget will fund the town’s departments and activities. As Chair of the Public Services Committee, I had an opportunity to (along with the other members of my committee and members of the public) scrutinize the budgets of the Police Department, the Fire Department, and the Department of Public Works.

The town’s budget this year came to $141 million. Last year it was around $135 million. The jump was due to a number of factors, including inflation, the increased cost of goods which has been a problem since COVID, and expiring assistance from the federal government and state, also related to COVID.

The budget has gone up substantially, which would be concerning under any circumstances, but two other things have happened, related to the proliferation of remote work (and flexibility for folks moving from city to suburb): there was a recent revaluation of property that resulted in many homeowners seeing the assessed value of their home increase by 50-75% without their doing any work on them. There’s a housing shortage impacted by many factors that is driving the price of homes sky-high. Good for home sellers and nobody else.

What else has remote work affected? Along with subscription services and online shops, remote work has helped accelerate a longtime trend that’s battering commercial real estate. Fewer storefronts are profitable on shoreline Connecticut, where real estate is often the most lucrative use of land. Fewer businesses means business is shouldering less of the tax burden. And that means higher relative taxes for citizen homeowners.

If that wasn’t enough, events have conspired to raise the cost of electricity and health care. Whether this is the fault of state legislators, businesses, the governor, or national trends beyond anyone’s hands depends on who you’re asking.

And that was before the president decided to renegotiate the terms of America’s trade with the rest of the world, or to pause that renegotiation, or to start it again, or — reader, I don’t know when you’re encountering this, so let it only be said for posterity that there was much uncertainty as to the state of America’s economy in May of 2025.

Individual citizens in the town have said in meetings and in conversation with me that this is creating a “perfect storm” for them. Particularly for citizens living on a fixed income, such as older citizens or retirees. Things are getting more expensive, quickly. It’s not clear everyone will be able to keep making the payments they need to live dignified and honorable lives.

But the budget needed to be passed — the work of the town must continue — there are buildings under reconstruction (or Police Department HQ today, the high school roof next year) and vehicles to be bought or upgraded (particularly fire trucks, which have become vastly more expensive recently). $141 million must come from somewhere.

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Before the budget was passed, it needed to be assembled. How does a town get to this point in the process?

The first step is departments assembling budgets based on needs and wants. Those departments, such as (under the Public Services’ Committee’s purview) the Fire Department, the Police Department, and the Department of Public Works — look at what they need to make payroll, and how to keep the equipment and properties they administer in good working order — and submit budgets to the administration. The administration oversees the function of the town. It approves the departmental budgets, packages them, and submits an overall budget to the Board of Finance for review and approval.

The Board of Finance reviews the budget as presented, and determines how to pay for it; largely through taxation. This is a fairly simple calculation in which the assessed value of Branford’s residential properties — the “Grand List” — is multiplied by the mill rate. The formula looks like this: a times b equals c, with a standing for the total taxable value of the Grand List, b standing for the mill rate, and c standing for the sum needed to pay for everything the town wants and needs.

Some taxes on commercial activity and revenue from departmental activity offsets the final bill to citizens, but these amount to subsidies; the bulk of the need for taxation has always and will always fall on the shoulders of taxpayers.

Once the Board of Finance has gone over the proposed town budget and determined the best way to pay for it, it recommends the mill rate (this step ultimately decides what a taxpayer will owe on their tax bill at the end of the year) and forwards the budget to the town’s Representative Town Meeting (RTM), which holds hearings and approves the budget or votes it down.

In practical terms the RTM is a little more than a formal rubber stamp; it can vote to pass the budget or not, but it cannot add more money to the budget. The RTM can subtract from the budget in certain ways; it can recommend or request that certain steps be taken. But it cannot (as Congress can do, for example) determine how and where to spend money by adding lines to the budget itself, it can only approve requests.

Once the budget has been passed the mill rate is set, and people know how much money they’ll owe at the end of the year.

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There was some wrangling at the RTM this year; in fact, the vote for the budget was split down party lines, with the Democrats, who have the majority, voting to endorse the budget, and the Republicans voting against the budget. This was not because the Republicans had real problems with the budget, but because of one specific action that the Democrats (I am a Democrat so I was part of this) insisted on making: cutting the contingency fund from $1,000,000 to $500,000. The assumption behind that move was that in cutting contingency that the Board of Finance would bring forward another $500,000 from the undesignated fund to cover expenses.

Here, one needs to understand the difference between the contingency account, which is a bank account intended to be used for emergencies and unforeseen circumstances, and the undesignated fund (anecdotally referred to as a “rainy day fund”), a large pot of money left over from budgeting in previous years that is not assigned to any specific use. To put things in personal banking terms, contingency is like a checking account; the undesignated fund is like savings, money you put aside for bigger projects or in case you really need to confront an unexpected bill.

In the meeting it became clear that the Board of Finance and Republicans believed that Branford should leave its undesignated untouched, and save as much as possible in it. The state (Connecticut) recommends that towns keep about 9% of their budget back for the rainy day fund; to have the highest bond rating (which makes it easy to borrow money), it is more common to hold back 18% or even 20%. Some towns keep back more.

9% of Branford’s $141 million budget is about $12.7 million; 18% of that budget would be double that, or around $25 million. Branford’s undesignated fund as of this writing is nearly $47 million.

Cutting the contingency fund was the RTM’s only way of forcing the Board of Finance to pay for things with the undesignated fund — in this case, potentially offsetting taxes by $500,000, and reducing the mill rate by a negligible amount. The Republicans felt strongly that it was a mistake for the RTM to force the Board of Finance to spend money this way; the Democrats felt that it was important for the Board of Finance to reduce taxes as much as possible, particularly as we could afford to do so this year, and many of us had heard stories of hardship from Branford residents.

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What a strange situation: the Democrats arguing for reducing taxes, and spending down what they saw as years of overtaxation — the Republicans arguing that the government (in the form of Branford’s administration and the Board of Finance) was being wise and prudent in collecting more taxes than the town needed to spend, saving for the purpose of allowing the town to meet any unforeseen catastrophe. One citizen, who publishes an online outlet that regularly defends the administration’s position, spoke out passionately in defense of the Board of Finance putting as much money as possible into the undesignated fund, and against the Democrats’ measure; he said that the town was saving money the way a responsible household should save money, and that spending that savings was “stupid.”

It was an extraordinary claim; if I understood it correctly, the idea was that the Board of Finance and the administration had, years ago, decided that the United States and Connecticut would be facing unnamed and unanticipated disasters including those prompted by climate change, politics, and trade, and began socking away money to create an undesignated fund big enough to tackle any problem. The citizen mentioned the likely absence of funds or assistance from FEMA after a disaster in Connecticut as an example of a potential place where the undesignated fund could be used.

Photo of a very high tide in Short Beach
It’s getting more expensive to live in Branford at the same time that the water’s creeping closer to many shoreline homes’ front lawns

This is amazing! The Board of Finance and administration were able, years ago, to predict with a fair degree of accuracy the collapse of America’s central position in global trade networks, the federal government’s retreat from providing services, and Connecticut’s inability to step into that gap in the short term. They envisioned the undesignated fund not as a “rainy day” fund, but something far more urgent. Rain passes, the ground dries. If FEMA goes away, one doesn’t just put it back together; particularly if there’s little political will or ability to negotiate and compromise at the national level. All that stands between a Connecticut town and real hardship is the wisdom and foresight of that town’s planners. And in Branford, the administration began accumulating a war chest.

A rainy day fund is for some sporadic and small misfortune. A war chest is when you will need to spend deeply and as part of some great and all-encompassing social effort to keep one’s home safe for months or years. These things are of entirely different magnitudes.

I mean this sincerely; I don’t think that’s incorrect, I agree both with the citizen who spoke out, and if I’ve understood that citizen’s meaning correctly, I agree with the Board of Finance and administration’s logic in deciding to build the undesignated fund into something greater than it was originally envisioned.

However (one should never begin a sentence let alone a paragraph with the word however; these are, however, desperate times), while I agree with this assessment that Branford is at risk, and with the course of action the administration and Board of Finance elected to take, I do wish that they had communicated this decision more widely, and sooner. To begin with, citizens (myself included) would have gladly contributed to Branford’s efforts to prepare for the dire times that may nearly be upon us. If there was some initial resistance to the idea, it would have become extremely popular no later than COVID, when disaster first came home for most Americans.

And there has been a cost to Branford of keeping this assessment limited to a small circle. Not only was there no need for the Democrats to insist on cutting savings, but, again, as the administration and the Board of Finance feel that uncertainty and disaster are inevitable, we’ve lost valuable years when we could have been preparing the town in other ways.

Think about it. If you ask the Board of Finance to prepare for troubled times, what does the Board of Finance do? It saves money. What does the police department do? It hires more officers and expands infrastructure (it is doing both). The Fire Department hires more firefighters and EMTs and expands infrastructure (as it has) and attempts to more fully cover the town with emergency services. What about citizens? Well, they might buy a 24-hour capacity battery for their home for $5,000 instead of taking a long weekend at the Spring House Hotel on Block Island. A citizen might not buy a new car they were eyeing, instead electing to keep the old one and invest in repairs instead — or get a utility vehicle or a small pickup truck. They might attend Red Cross courses to achieve certification in Basic Life Support to help with health care crises, or buy a chicken coop and the ordinance-permitted four chickens for their back yard to cut down on spending for eggs.

A vegetable garden seen from above

As I understand it the Board of Finance and Branford’s administration assess that for various reasons, Branford may not be able to depend on the state and federal government for help when it comes to certain things. I share that assessment (in fact I’d take it a step further, we shouldn’t depend on the state or federal government for many things we do). The Board of Finance and Branford’s administration are doing what they know to do to prepare for those emergencies: saving more than they would otherwise, investing now in services that can help cover gaps left by receding state and federal entities.

If the logic behind Branford’s huge undesignated fund is that we will need it for emergencies soon likely to confront us, that information should have been shared more widely. In saving our tax dollars (a good thing), we have missed years worth of time that could have been invested in leveraging volunteer energy adjacent to the police, emergency response, and in individual households (a bad thing). As things stand and knowing that the logic behind the undesignated fund is concern over the town, state, and country’s future, citizens must begin the process of supporting local initiatives now.

There’s a limit to what money can do, especially in the middle of a disaster. If you don’t believe me, read the articles about wealthy people in LA trying to flee the wildfires of last year, unable to hire helicopters willing to fly them out at any price. When the bad time comes, better to have the helicopter than enough money to buy 10 helicopters. The utility of cash drops off fast when the storm arrives.

Take it from someone who’s seen not one but two countries face war and invasion (a specific form of disaster). Afghanistan fell apart under the pressure brought by Taliban and under the weight of their own corrupt government; a deeply democratic and patriotic Ukraine bent but is still unbroken. When a disaster or disasters arrive in whatever form, if you’re not already prepared, it’s already too late. All the money in the world won’t make things better, then. You want to prepare today, before calamity arrives. What should Branford do to prepare besides continuing to grow the war chest that is the undesignated fund — the equivalent to stashing cash under our proverbial mattress? We should probably develop a plan with the fire department and police department to mobilize citizens for the various challenges they’ll need to be ready to overcome together, and which we can’t really afford to employ professionally on a permanent basis. This will give us the best chance of coming through these troubled times stronger than we were when we entered them.

This, friends, is one reason we have an RTM; this is why we have a citizen body that asks questions, and makes motions, and debates matters on the floor in public. Without this arguing over what to do with the budget and why, without the Democrats and Republicans disagreeing, we never would have known the reasoning behind Branford’s otherwise incomprehensible fixation on saving more money than anyone else says is necessary or prudent. Now that we know the logic — and can agree with it! It is prudent to save unusual amounts of money if we’re likely to face unusual problems! — we can embrace that logic across the town, and fully engage and organize the town’s citizenry to face those problems. The only question that remains is: how?

Changes to My Social Media Policy

Last year, even before a presidential election that was extremely unpleasant (both in its conduct and outcome), I had resolved to leave Twitter. Under Musk, the platform had become an unflushable toilet bowl filled with lies, insults, slander, propaganda. Mistruth after vomitous mistruth piled up in Twitter until that’s all one could see. After months of struggling with the reeking heap, I decided that for the sake of my own honor and integrity, I could no longer contribute to it. By mid-November, I’d stopped posting, and moved over to Bluesky.

This mirrored another slow move I’d been making on social media. In 2023, while in Ukraine, I deleted my Instagram account. At the same time I ratcheted back my posting on Facebook. I’d get much less traction on essays I posted, and posting them often led to the people who seemed to get the least out of my writing logging on to give me grief about it, or take exception to claims I made. I don’t have a problem with people disagreeing with me, so long as we can all agree on the facts. But these were people I knew explaining to me things I knew to be untrue — telling me obvious lies such as Russia had invaded Ukraine because of NATO, or that we were winning in Afghanistan until Joe Biden decided abruptly to withdraw U.S. forces.

To replace my posting on Facebook, I got more active on another network — Nextdoor. Commonly roasted on Twitter and other social media sites as a hotbed of bourgeois reactionary boomerism, on Nextdoor I found something I hadn’t really expected. Posting mostly about the garden or walking my dog — very commonplace and “local” ideas and ideals — my posts attracted interaction from a lot of neighbors, some of whom I knew, some of whom I didn’t.

Photo about some work I did cutting back an infestation of burning bush in a local Land Trust territory. It got a bunch of likes and one crazy person compared my work on the trees with killing swans!
Photo about some work I did cutting back an infestation of burning bush in a local Land Trust territory. It got a bunch of likes on Nextdoor and one crazy person compared my work on the trees with killing swans!

Now people come up to me at public events and tell me that they enjoy my posts on Nextdoor. It used to be a person might hear about something I was doing or see an essay on Twitter or LinkedIn or Facebook and tell me that they’d seen me on social media. Now it’s  a person coming up to me at a colleague’s retirement party in New Haven and saying: “I enjoy your Nextdoor posts!”

This was the promise of social media. That activity and networking online would enhance things offline. Shopping would be easier. Friendships, more meaningful. Our lives would become more transparent to others around us in ways that added to both. We’d be sharing joys and experiences, and bettering humanity. For a while it seemed like that’s what was happening. If it was ever the case — I don’t remember, it was so long ago — it is no longer, especially on the platforms I’d been slowly and then abruptly abandoning.

While it’s easy to blame politics or culture — Musk’s purchase of Twitter, which I’d used to share stories and essays with readers and network with journalists; Zuckerberg’s rightward turn with Facebook — but it’s also that any time one invests too much time and effort into “building a brand” or establishing some sort of identity in an institution over which one has no control, fundamentally, one will end up losing. Facebook and Twitter are giant companies, whose ultimate goal is not to facilitate community or connections — it’s to sell their users on something. Maybe that something is advertising, maybe it’s a political or ideological vision of the world. Ultimately it’s not up to you, the social media user. It’s up to the people running the platforms.

Having said that, you have agency. The answer to places such as Twitter and Facebook becoming less usable, less friendly, is to use other platforms. Either stop using Twitter and Facebook entirely (as I said, I deleted Instagram, have deleted TikTok and am barely active on Twitter beyond logging in once a day or so to make sure nobody’s hacked my account) or pull back — and use other social media platforms instead, or none. As a writer and sometime journalist, I use Bluesky now instead of Twitter, and haven’t noticed any significant dropoff in readership or conversation. I use Nextdoor now instead of Facebook and what I lose in international reach, I’ve more than made up for in terms of connecting with neighbors. My social media life overall, I would say, since moving away from Twitter and Facebook, has improved. That’s not nothing.

I still haven’t found a replacement for LinkedIn, and I’m not certain that there’s one out there. Because I am happy with my job, I’m not really in the market for a replacement. And once one gets past the flood of drek from LinkedInfluencers, it’s pretty good for finding job opportunities and sharing analysis. I can’t complain about the place.

Folks, things have gotten better for me! If social media has you down and you’re on Twitter and Facebook, change things up. Leave the old, be a part of reinventing the new. And expect that when Bluesky and Nextdoor change and go awry — everything does eventually — there will be a new place for community to gather. Flexibility and adaptation is the human way. In an era of climate change and war, nothing could be more natural.

See you online!

What Would it Take To Secure and Militarize the U.S. Border?

There are people who want the United States to have secure borders. Few of them understand what such a project would cost, and fewer still understand what goes into border security.

My home town is considering spending $20 million to renovate our police station. From flood control and mold remediation to a bigger locker room for the growing number of women on the force, to a fence for the parking lot and an indoor firing range and more, the town hopes that this hefty investment will mean the station doesn’t require further money years from now. $20 million for peace of mind for the police for a couple decades, and peace of mind for the police is peace of mind for citizens.

A few years ago the number that was estimated for these renovations was $5 million to $7 million — as recently as October of 2023, the expectation was that the bill would come to $10 million to $13 million. Labor’s getting more expensive, and so is the cost of materials.

All this to effectively headquarter and base 56 police officers for our town of 28,000, size: 28 square miles.

Why am I talking about my home town’s police station in an essay about border security? To add some context to a discussion that rarely penetrates further than an idea. Ideas are always different from implementation — one reason communism failed so spectacularly in the 20th century. When the original architects of the police station imagined how it ought to look, for example, they didn’t take into consideration how water would flow downhill and into the station’s basement. They didn’t imagine the growth of women on the force, or how policing itself would change, making it difficult to modify the existing station without spending lots of money.

Here’s what people who are arguing for border security say, and why what they say is far less practical than they’d have you believe.

#1: Border security is simple, all countries do it

Border security is complex and costly, which is why countries over time try to reduce or eliminate as much of it as possible. It costs a lot of money to train personnel, field them, and administer them properly. It costs money to pour concrete and fabricate and install fencing and surveillance — money that doesn’t come back, sunk costs you’ll never retrieve.

Up to a certain point, border security is necessary. But one is always grasping to reduce it — to do the minimum necessary. This is why states in the United States of America tend to reduce border security to collecting tolls for the use of their roads, and why one of the first things the European Union did was to take down the customs checkpoints that used to crisscross Europe when I was a young adult.

You don’t spend money surrounding your country with fences and walls unless absolutely necessary, because otherwise, it’s wasted money — twice over, the money you spend, and the money you lose when people do business elsewhere because it’s such a hassle and pain to get into or leave your country.

#2 For thousands of years, countries have done border security

Comparisons that reach back thousands of years are tricky, and almost impossible when it comes to conceptions of citizenship and migration. Prior to the 19th century countries didn’t worry much about people coming into their country or leaving it — linguistic barriers, cultural barriers, and a far higher bar for leaving or entering societies that largely depended on kin groups dissuaded widespread migration. When we’re considering the modern problem of border security and migration, we must acknowledge that we’re really only looking at countries and nations over the past 200-250 years.

Nations, empires, and kingdoms of the past were concerned primarily about their borders in military terms, rather than as physically defined legal spaces affecting where citizens of various countries could or could not go. The Great Wall of China was built and garrisoned to protect China from raiders to the north (it famously failed to accomplish this modest task). Hadrian’s Wall and the Antonine Wall were Roman attempts to do the same, against the native tribes of northern Britain and Scotland. These were not fortifications designed to keep merchants or travelers out — countries were not very interested in who was traversing their land, unless that who was working for a hostile power.

Not only were kingdoms and empires generally unworried about foreigners coming into or going out from their domains provided that those foreigners weren’t bent on conquest, they often recruited skilled experts or even unskilled laborers to build or settle — this is how the map of Europe circa 1900 came to be so speckled with German settlements. There is to this day a population of Germans residing in Romania (much smaller than they were in 1945), some of the people who were invited to farm and protect what were then Hungarian lands in the Carpathian mountains, centuries ago. Modern day fans of horror know this region — Transylvania — for the mythical vampires that inhabited these German-built castles. It’s also how Yale and the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor came to look the way they did — expert Italian stonemasons brought over to build in a style that American workers could not, many of whom subsequently settled in New England.

Before the 19th century, few kingdoms or countries worried much about who was living or working within their territorial borders. They worried primarily about borders in military terms.

Some ancient or pre-modern states did actually worry more about border security more than usual and in terms more or less comprehensible to modern thinkers. Those that would presumably be held up as examples by the people in the U.S. talking and thinking about border security all collapsed shortly after focusing on committing to controlling or policing who lived inside their borders. The act of fully committing to border security seems to correlate with kingdom or empire collapse. While I can’t claim a causal relationship, it’s worth noting that when a nation or people or kingdom focuses their treasure and energy on building walls and actively patrolling their borders, that seems (for whatever reason) not to lead to more productive outcomes, culturally, socially, and economically, let alone militarily.

TLDR; for thousands of years, states have done border security as little as possible. When they do sometimes focus maniacally on securing and militarizing their borders, they often end up collapsing (often violently) and disappearing soon thereafter.

#3 Border security won’t break the bank

I’ve done border security — on the border between Afghanistan and Pakistan — so know something of what goes into the process. For the type of tight border security required by people serious about border security — for a *militarized* border, here are some of the requirements.

  • An area covered by lines of barbed wire, fencing, lights, surveillance cameras, and, ultimately, a physical wall. That area should have a depth of at least 100m, and ideally more like 300-500m. Think about that band running along the U.S. border with Mexico and Canada.
  • Sufficient personnel to patrol that border; every portion of the wall ought to be physically patrolled (to supplement cameras) by team-size elements, with larger groups standing by as QRF. An obstacle isn’t an obstacle if it’s not observed, and even the most sophisticated fixed or drone-mounted cameras are only *deterrents* — for security one needs armed border guards. How many guards would be needed? An army’s worth. In the hundreds of thousands. To say nothing of those required to patrol the waters that also make up a large portion of American borders. Don’t believe me? We had 300 soldiers in Afghanistan along a mountainous 40-mile-long border and might as well not have been there in terms of how many people we were able to disrupt. Of course, we weren’t trained for border security — we were trained for airfield seizures and offensive operations, and, to a certain extent, counterinsurgency. Border guards require their own training and administrative apparatus.
  • A band of 20-25 miles free from habitation that is essentially defensible / prepared terrain, in which to conduct military exercises. A “militarized” border is a border the military is prepared to defend, and that preparation means moving all civilians out, and creating space in which units can conduct defensive and offensive operations.
  • A much beefier law enforcement set within 25-50 miles of the border, both the land borders with Mexico and Canada, and every inch of coastland. This zone will require special identification, and people living there should be subjected to frequent and random searches, both of their persons and their homes — this area of border, while not militarized, will be where people covertly flying, tunneling, beaching, or being smuggled into the country will arrive, and it is there that anti-immigrant policing should focus much (though not all) of their efforts. And yes, as soon as it becomes very difficult to bring people into the country, there will be a huge financial incentive to smuggle people into the country, so the country will have to take that threat seriously.
  • 1-4 (especially 4) will require changes to important laws, including but not limited to rights guaranteed in the Constitution (most obviously the 3rd, 4th, and 14th amendments).

Considering these points, which are preconditions for true border security — not false or incomplete border security (incomplete border security being a dangerous illusion, or a lie), what would be the costs? At least tens of billions of dollars per year to maintain, and hundreds of billions or more to build. To become completely, perfectly secure, we’d need to invest a ton of resources, labor, and ingenuity in that one specific task, securing Alaska, the Continental U.S., and Hawaii.

One likely objection, easily dismissed

is that the U.S. only needs to secure / militarize its southern border with Mexico. Of course, once that happens people will simply go in through Canada, which lacks robust border security with the U.S. and also around its own territory. My friends and I used to cross over into Canada illegally while boating on the St. Lawrence River, not through any malice or deliberate attempt at mischief but because we were on jet skis and not paying close attention to where we were. A border that is not patrolled will quickly become a route by which people make their way into the U.S., no matter how unlikely it may seem to people at present. There were tens of thousands of border crossings on foot by Afghans and Pakistanis near where our post was, and that was at 8,000 feet above sea level, in the mountains, without roads. What seems like an insurmountable impediment to a person living in suburban comfort is a mild inconvenience to a dedicated migrant.

ocean crashing onto a beach
Pleasant beachfront property along the Atlantic and Pacific oceans will become a space that is subject to frequent patrols by uniformed border guards and searches and surveillance by law enforcement.

It is possible to secure the U.S. border and militarize it — though the cost would be great, perhaps even greater than the cost of colonizing the moon or Mars. And there is a further cost to doing business that way; when one becomes focused on security, and walls, one atrophies as a culture — one begins looking inward, rather than externally, for answers and opportunities. While this might be satisfying on a spiritual level, for a country such as the United States — a nation built on connections and commerce, dedicated to profit through trade, and the free, meritorious exchange of capital — such an evolution would be a serious blow, perhaps even a fatal one.

Border security is a contentious political issue, not only in the U.S., but also globally. Countries have become increasingly concerned about controlling their borders, and in ways that are very new, relative to the age of civilization. When one considers the costs (money, creativity, flexibility) against the benefits (the halt of almost all illegal immigration), it’s difficult for a reasonable person to conclude that a “militarized border” and border security the way advocates mean is truly a worthwhile endeavor. Unfortunately, I doubt very much that this will stop people from complaining about it as an issue. After all, it’s easier to complain about a thing than to fix it.

In Search of Faith

1937 was not one of humankind’s better years. The Japanese invaded China and set about massacring POWs and civilians. Warplanes with the Nazi German “Condor Legion” bombed Guernica on behalf of nationalist (fascist) Spain , part of a brutal civil war raging there. Amelia Earhart disappeared over the Atlantic, the Hindenburg airship exploded, and striking workers were killed by police in Chicago. In the USSR, Stalin began a characteristically brutal and counterproductive purge of officers in the Red Army.

It also marked the death of Clarence Barbour, at the time, the 10th president of Brown University. This distinction alone would have been sufficient to mark him out for memory. In the fullness of time, history revealed him to be significant for another reason: he was the last graduate of Brown to be its president, and the last clergyman to be president of any Ivy League university.

That last bit is more consequential than one might think. While people today have come to see Ivy League university presidents as scientists, administrators, and scientists or academics, that is a comparatively recent phenomenon. From the middle of the 17th century through the middle of the 19th century — 200 years — the opposite was true, with a background as a practicing clergyman being practically (if not legally) a requirement for university leadership.

In fact, of the 172 people to lead an Ivy League university (Brown, Cornell, Columbia, Dartmouth, Harvard, Princeton, UPenn and Yale), 77 of them have been clergy — a whopping 45%. The breakdown skews more dramatically the older the school in question — 60% of Harvard’s leaders have been clergymen. The number is also 60% for Princeton — its first non-clergy president being none other than Woodrow Wilson. 52% of Yale’s presidents have come from the clergy. Those older schools have more leaders on which to draw, more data points, purely by virtue of there being more time for leaders to emerge (too, one should consider the comparatively shorter lifespan of a person living in the 17th, 18th, and 19th century).

That all came to an end — a final end — in 1937, with Dr. Barbour.

People thinking about faith in the context of 1937 will also likely recall Father Coughlin, a popular figure on the radio who spoke a lot about faith in the specific context of Christianity and nationalism. In spite of auspicious beginnings as a broadcaster, he eventually went on to express sympathy for Hitler and Mussolini, and promulgated a virulently anti-semitic world view. Coughlin’s is not the sort of faith I’m talking about.

A great deal of the longevity of the ivy league president as clergyman can be attributed to the amount of time the Ivies have been around —Harvard began functioning in the 17th century, and the school we call UPenn today had three decades in the 18th century as something less than a college, during which time its only non-clergy leader, [the only non-clergy leader of any Ivy League school before the 19th century] was no less illustrious a figure than Benjamin Franklin. Columbia began as King’s College in the 18th century. Yale, a small school in Old Saybrook at the beginning of the 18th century.

Another thing that needs to be taken into consideration is that the students studying at Ivy League universities which were led by clergymen up until the mid-19th century (or, in Brown’s case, the mid-20th century) were all male until the 20th century. And the clergymen were, well, clergymen, not clergywomen.

University leadership has changed to reflect the priorities of the students at those schools, and also to mirror the faces and give voice to the various ethnic, cultural, and religious (or irreligious) identities there. Who counts in the USA has changed since 1637, dramatically. The Ivies have changed (they were not even Ivies at first, they were simply places that people could continue their studies beyond secondary school).

The arguments in favor of continuing the modern habit of appointing administrators, faculty, business leaders and researchers as presidents of the most  powerful and prestigious American universities are overwhelming — so much so, I’d say, as to be almost irrefutable. Likewise the arguments against replacing the current model with the model before — clergy — are quite compelling.

But here we are, nearly a century later, and it’s time to reevaluate the decision to break with tradition. Not in the sense of “change our minds about,” but simply look at the decision in plain terms, to consider — understanding that the decision was made a long time ago and not in any kind of organized way — whether things have on the whole been better than they would have been otherwise. The Ivy League universities (the powerful and influential universities) that beginning in the mid-19th century and continuing through to the mid-20th century replaced religious and faith-based leadership with secular professionals was done without fully appreciating the consequences. We know this to be true because no decision taken in the present can fully account for its impact on the future.

The future of the people who decided that the Ivies would not have clergy for presidents is our present, and the present, when it comes to Ivy League leadership feels… subpar. Doesn’t it? I can’t be the only one. I live outside New Haven, a graduate of Yale, a former employee there (I left in 2023 to train Ukrainian soldiers prior to their counteroffensive), and have had a near- front row seat to their struggles to find a replacement for the current president, Peter Salovey.

Painting of a hellscape representative of a soul bereft of faith

Salovey is probably about as close as one can get to a secular university president who emulates the impact of a president drawn from the clergy — someone who has always been interested in the purpose of a student’s life, the end to which they turn their education on human, if not spiritual, terms. He has been effective as a fundraiser, accessible to students and faculty during a particularly turbulent time, and a capable administrator. Yale’s “For Humanity” capital campaign feels very much of a piece with what Timothy Dwight V (a Congregationalist Minister and the president responsible for reorganizing Yale into Yale University) would have seen as the point to a college education. Salovey isn’t a Congregational or Baptist minister, but 200 years ago, he might have been.

He’s also an outlier, in a sense — most of the modern Ivy League presidents are not so touchy-feely, so student focused, dedicated to student wellness in a personal and professional way. Salovey’s predecessor, Richard Levin, was far more typical of the modern Ivy League president. Levin put the wheels in motion that have led to the rebirth of New Haven from a dying industrial city to an upscale and gentrified regional hub for biotech and science. Levin was (and, presumably, is) as much a social and urban visionary as he was an administrative guru, more popular with alumni than students.

In spite of the variety of backgrounds and greater overall effectiveness of the modern-day Ivy League president, something has been lacking in the education of young adults since the practice of appointing leaders from among the clergy stopped. I can speak authoritatively about the past two Yale presidents because I’ve seen and interacted with them and their words for decades. Neither Levin nor Salovey, and no Ivy League president that I have heard of or from in my lifetime, spends much time talking about faith, let alone centers it as a critical component of what it means to be an adult.

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Something that has been forgotten in the modern era is that faith is one of the core components of a healthy adult society. I mean that in the religious sense, old-timey religion, and in the interests of transparency the way I mean it is faith that Jesus Christ died for your sins, though I’m well traveled and believe that the faith I have manifests itself without Jesus in other religious traditions and for other people.

Faith is difficult. If one doesn’t have a person in one’s life who understands this —a friend, relative, or trusted religious authority — one might go one’s entire life without wrestling with faith or understanding what it is or why it’s worth engaging. If one does not know faith — if one has skipped along its surface like a stone skips across water — even to discuss faith will seem absurd or perhaps obscene.

I came about faith slowly and quietly, almost by accident. It happened for me during a pilgrimage in Cyprus, to a mountaintop shrine to the Virgin Mary, which had been a shrine to Aphrodite in the past, and before that, a shrine to — well, we don’t know the details of the before, merely its outlines. Some fertility goddess.

Meditating in the presence of this shrine, kept up by a monastery of (Greek) Orthodox monks, I came to the understanding that my life — up until that point “faithless,” strictly speaking, contemptuous of faith, fully secular and scientific — had become entranced by a vision of the world that amounted to a logical and rhetorical cul de sac — that it (and I) had become an ouroboros of solipsism, constantly chasing self-satisfaction without real reflection. The mechanism I devised to break out of this endless and self-defeating respite was to decide in that moment to believe in Jesus, the way that I’d been told to believe, the way I’d read about believing, although at that moment, I cannot say that I did — nor do I now without actively choosing to. The word for that choosing, that active belief? Faith.

In one sense, my education helped prepare me for that moment. It must have, because the paths of the past all lead to and through the present. In another sense it didn’t — much of my education frustrated faith, or actively worked against it. At Yale, faith was not stressed as an important component of education (on the contrary, it was actively and vocally derided). Looking back on things I believe this is because few faculty and no administrators even understood faith — or if they did, they saw that as a private matter, not a thing to be described to or discussed with students, and certainly not as a formal part of their education.

Of course there were student groups on Yale, and there are churches in New Haven — my congregation is among them. But this is not the same as attending a university that makes faith a pillar of existence. No, on the whole I’d say my education as a young man was structured to view faith as something bad, or foolish. The texts I read across the years culminated in works written by 20th century writers who’d grown up at a time when religious dogma was the institution, when faith was the inescapable thing. Now, we’re living in the mirror image of that paradigm.

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Since coming to understand faith, and using part of my energy and willpower each day to maintain it, I’ve been able to see its utility to the individual. As a humanist and a democrat who believes that the utility of anything builds upward from its base, I believe that civilization begins with the individual, and individuals require faith, or some form of faith-replacement.

And we’re talking about faith, real faith. It’s easy to find cheap and ineffective substitutes for faith, things people slot into the space faith would otherwise occupy —all the various diversions the world provides, from hedonism to escapism to radicalism. Faith, spiritual faith, is difficult, it demands something from the individual in return for nothing at all. It’s easy to fake. There are active incentives to pretend that one is faithful while indulging in faithlessness (particularly in places where institutional religion is strong and the powerful are attracted to the clergy over some other pursuit such as business). Faith provides nothing immediate to  individual attempting to cultivate a reservoir of faith in themselves.

But the costs of widespread faithlessness are substantial. A nation of faithless citizens cannot muster the collective willpower to make decisions. It cannot trust. It cannot come together for large plans or projects, it cannot win in war, it is capable only of a thin and pitiable existence, masked perhaps by wealth, or resources, or the happy coincidence of living in a country that is, itself, a monument to the faith of one’s ancestors.

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Common wisdom as well as the fast pace of technological and scientific development state that a modern western secular education is better than any other. Over the past century, institutions such as Ivy League colleges have produced more and at a greater pace than any other system in human history. It has been so productive, if you believe the worst-case scenarios about Artificial Intelligence, it’s possible you could see it forming the end of human education, and maybe the end of history. The presidents of secular universities have presided over this intellectual flowering.

At the same time, flowers wilt and wither; petals drop to the ground to rot and become new dirt for new flowers. Below the surface, fungi and worms and roots and wrestle, producing from bulbs and seeds a new season. What sort of society are we building, what sort of society are we educating, with the current lot of university presidents? With the academics and scientists and financiers and business leaders and generals?

We are not “building” a society at all — we are managing a society that was built, in which people believed (or, in which they “had faith”) and now for the most part no longer do. Now, Ivy League presidents are (per a recent WSJ article) part time administrators, part time mediators, and part time full time fundraisers. For what does one raise money? For an institution, for research, for progress — not for a cause so simple and humble as “faith.”

And yet, faith endures — its absence is not evidence of its death, merely another vehicle by which to grow and expand the bottom line. But every human has within them the potential for faith, even the most faithless, those such as myself to whom faith does not come naturally or easily. Because once one has forced oneself to believe, once one has engaged one’s Will to see what cannot be seen, to embrace that which must be embraced, a whole world of possibility emerges. Once that happens, it is as though the universe’s symphony breaks into harmonious song — everything becomes sensible and synchronous, the cathedrals, the town halls, the public squares and train tracks and missteps — one understands that there is a purpose, and (if not the details of the purpose) that life is organized, somehow, inside that purpose.

As I said, one does not have to experience that faith in Christian terms. I do, because that is how things are for me, but there are many other means by which to adopt and cultivate faith.

For the purposes of this piece, it is important to reiterate here that this was not part of my education. Faculty and university leadership were not men and women of faith themselves, save for the chaplain (faith having been sequestered, named, and certified into its proper place). Students such as myself were — as they are today — left to their own devices.

It was not until I was in the military that I began to regularly encounter leaders for whom faith was not just important but an essential part of their lives — Christian leaders in my Army infantry units, Muslim leaders among our Afghan allies. At the time I could not see the appeal of cultivating faith, though I respected these leaders and warriors for their brave acts of self-sacrifice. At that time I did not believe that faith was necessary for sacrifice, as I, a faithless person, was capable of sacrifice. What I didn’t understand then, but do now, is that to sacrifice over and over, to place sacrifice at the center of one’s life, to lay it all aside for a belief in the possibility of some purpose greater than oneself is necessary for civilization to avoid falling into chaos, despair, fragmentation, and war.

Our businesspeople, our industry, our government, our children, and our universities are sick with faithlessness. Unless we are able to remedy that, we will be very lucky to avoid some or all of those great calamities, if it isn’t already too late. It’s also possible that we’ve gone too far down this road of faithlessness.

In any case, it might not be a bad idea to look at clergy for university presidents in the Ivy League, and beyond. Either to help avert an age of troubles, or, if that’s impossible, to hasten a time after the catastrophe when faith is needed again to rebuild.

Branford: Big Town, Small Town

If you ask most Republicans and many independents whether they believe government and bureaucracy ought to get bigger at a local, state, or (especially) federal level they will say “no.” Government ought in many cases to stay the same size or to shrink. The most extreme conservatives who are still recognizably part of a modern system believe that the federal government ought only to be responsible for the military, enforcement of laws, and foreign affairs.

Democrats and progressives, on the other hand, support the expansion of government and bureaucracy. They feel that government ought to play a bigger role in supervising and regulating many aspects of modern life, from housing, to health care, to how businesses interact with the environment.

Few Republicans or Democrats in the United States would disagree with this characterization. It is one of the central, defining characteristics of political philosophy here; whether one feels government isn’t doing enough and ought to get bigger (and how), or whether one feels government is doing too much and ought to get smaller (and how).

I’m coming to believe that this isn’t how things work in Branford, my home town.

On the town’s Rules and Ordinances (R&O) Committee, I have some insight into the thinking that goes into the role of local government, limiting or expanding executive power through commissions and committees, allowing government to collect more money through regulation, or keeping the role of government small and unintrusive.

The great struggle on R&O in 2022 was updating the town’s ordinances regarding its tree warden and Forestry commission. This came about because of a freak accident in which a car was damaged and (thankfully) nobody hurt or killed. After many hours of debate and discussion, edits and revisions, R&O was able to update the ordinance in such a way that the town and the Tree Warden’s responsibilities were more clearly delineated. The Republicans felt that maintaining the town’s trees and funding that maintenance was a mistake, as it would require a bigger government and spending more money and could open the town to liability (managing trees means unmanaged trees are still the town’s responsibility), and, in addition, the town had one fine without it up until this point. Democrats (I am one) were more open to the idea of a European-style forest management plan, though that would require spending more money. The Republicans won out; the Tree Warden and management of the town’s trees (privately held and publicly held) looks very much as it did decades ago. Government was not expanded, little or no additional money will be spent.

In 2023, R&O sat to discuss three proposed ordinances: a ban on leafblowers that use a certain type of gas-powered engine, the establishment of a new Fair Rent commission required by the state of Connecticut, and the establishment of a new Harbor Commission.

After discussion among the committee members and the half-dozen RTM members in attendance, and taking into consideration the opposition of several citizens who spoke out against the ordinance prohibiting two-stroke gas-powered motor-powered leaf blowers, the committee voted 3-2 not to bring the ordinance discussion further. So Branford will not have such an ordinance.

I was interested in the discussion, because limiting environmental pollution (noise, chemical) is an important issue — some would even say an urgent issue. The citizens who arrived to speak were not representative of Branford’s entire population, but they were passionate about the subject, and united in their opposition to the ordinance. To summarize their concerns about the ordinance: they felt that the town should not be dictating what citizens own and operate, they felt that the technology of electric leaf blowers and mowers was not sufficiently advanced for such a law. They stated their case reasonably and passionately, and were in general supportive of electric technology, but felt that if the town could ban these devices the town could also easily ban gas powered cars and generators, and felt that other equipment was also noisy and that the town would be compelled to ban that equipment as well. The citizens opposed to the ordinance also were worried about damaging local businesses.

In general, one could say that these people endorsed the view that what one would expect from Republicans or Independents — a desire for the town not to interfere with or intrude on the behavior of responsible citizens.

I am loathe to endorse new ordinances or expand government (yes, as a Democrat), but as a progressive and someone who cares about the environment, I do see the utility in creating some mechanism for encouraging people to abandon inefficient gas-powered devices as soon as practical. We may be reaching the 1.5 Celsius threshold at which global warming becomes irreversible in the short term by 2027, years rather than decades from now, and doing what we can to slow that feels prudent. Not everyone can afford electric cars or electric mowers or leaf blowers; not everyone can afford solar panels. Finding ways to do what we can as individuals and collectively is the only hope we have left, really, and for that reason I was disappointed that the conversation about the ordinance did not continue, especially because I think there might have been ways to reach common-sense accommodation, such as issuing bans while grandfathering existing equipment used by individuals and businesses in.

The conversation next turned to establishing a Fair Rent Commission that is required under Connecticut state law. This Commission must be put into effect by us (Branford’s population is above 25,000) by July 1 of 2023 and requires an ordinance to lay out conduct, so after a brief discussion, the R&O Committee elected to re-refer the matter (to take it up at another time) to give members more opportunities to research the best way to do that.

For the purposes of this essay, it’s probably worth mentioning that the Republicans did not seem enthusiastic about creating this commission. I’m not sure how important it is that Branford have such a commission, in spite of its size. While it seems unquestionable to me that a city ought to have such a commission, that there ought to be a political forum in which to discuss such an important issue (access to housing and food are civilization-killers; more revolutions have been started over injustice when it comes to the former and latter than any other reason), I have not heard people describe the problem of rent in Branford or other towns. This is because, I think, the type of people looking to live in Branford could just as easily live elsewhere in Connecticut, so the market resolves the problem of unreasonably high or “unfair” rents (one can just go a town or two over and save hundreds or more in rent). In any case, support for or opposition to the ordinance is irrelevant, it’s required by the state.

But the last matter before R&O last night — the establishment of a Harbor Management Commission — was very interesting. Branford’s Harbor Master, Vincenzo Suppa, laid out a convincing and compelling vision for establishing a group of expert citizens to help manage our rivers and shoreline (Branford’s, the longest on the Long Island Sound) along a model recently adopted by other towns. He proposed to fund that group and its activities — actions as diverse as the retrieval and removal of sunken boats, to sweeping the water for underwater hazards such as submerged pilings and other dangers to boats and swimmers, to unforeseen catastrophes — by levying an annual permitting fee for docks and moorings (the permits are currently free but largely unmonitored and unenforced), and allowing an enforcement mechanism that could seize unlicensed moorings (which tend to be expensive). The citizens who opposed the 2-stroke engine ordinance and were skeptical of the Fair Rent Commission were supportive, the mayor was supportive, everyone (myself included) felt that Mr. Suppa’s proposal was a good one.

Photo of the Long Island Sound from Short Beach
The Long Island Sound as seen from Branford, Connecticut. Although the town has the longest coastline on Long Island Sound, regulation of the waterways and beaches has never been very active or particularly well-enforced. A new commission promises to change that.

What was interesting about it — to me, certainly, and I would think to anyone hoping to create in Branford a consistent approach to policy and governance — was that the same arguments used against the creation of a mechanism for more effectively and efficiently managing Branford’s substantial forests (it’s too expensive, we’ve never done this before, doing this creates legal liability for us in the future, we’re making government bigger, nobody wants people coming on their property uninvited to cut down trees) were totally absent from Republicans when it came to doing something very similar with rivers and waterways. Not a single person raised their hand in protest, or to offer this context. One of the citizens who said that passing an ordinance on leaf blowers could lead to dictatorship smiled and said that the Harbor Management Commission was a good idea. The tenor of the discussion was that we should move forward with empowering the commission with speed, and figure out the details later as we had time. We voted to rerefer and continue the discussion.

My question is this: why do Republicans and Independents, who are in general loathe to expand government in any way without throwing up great obstacles and interrogating every possible potential pitfall, from legal liability to the town, to the objectively miniscule (I’d even say nonexistent) threat of dictatorship at the town level, not see any problems with that when it comes to the waterways and shore? What is it about this hazy idea (not even a plan, really), in which few specifics exist, that so compels and animates action?

As we move forward to empower the town to do something it has not done before during its centuries-long history — an action that I see as useful and necessary, for the same reason I was willing to entertain a ban on gas-powered leaf blowers and an expanded Forestry Commission — I would like to encourage my fellow citizens to ask themselves whether they like big government or small government, and why.

The Murder of Marinka

I spent much of my time on the Ukrainian front line between 2015-17 in Marinka. The day after Christmas, 2023, I learned that the town’s remains had been fully occupied by Russia

Christmas of 2023, Russia finally completed its destruction of the town of Marinka. Without Russia’s invasions in 2014 and more recently in 2022 it’s likely that this essentially unremarkable place would have passed through history unnoticed. Nobody of international prominence was born there, and it harbored no special resources or qualities and little strategic consequence. It did have great economic and sentimental significance to the families that lived there, and came (over the course of two years) to mean a great deal to me as I visited and got to know some of the extraordinary people living — can we call it living? We can — in that small and unfortunate place. One in particular had a great impact on me; a man of his time, whom I had the privilege to meet.

It wasn’t until my second visit to Marinka that I met Vasyli. Gregarious and charismatic, with the fashion sense of a late 20th century Italian-American Brooklynite, Vasyli was described to me as an influential character. This is precisely the sort of person I like to meet while traveling for business or pleasure. He had a fruit orchard, the produce from which he distilled and bottled copious amounts of high-quality liquor. He was generous with these bottles. On each of my next four visits, I made a point of stopping in to see him and his wife whenever they were available. I even wrote a poem in his honor:

The Master of Marinka serves his booze,

A spirit that once tasted, none refuse

fermented juice distilled in ancient style,

With fruit extracted from his domicile,

A burning throat at every mouthful quaff

Its maker chases with a hearty laugh,

This whisky is the envy of the land,

All Donbas hails the Master’s artful hand.

If this seems lame or excessive, when you find yourself near the front lines, with the occasional gunfight breaking out nearby and bullets whizzing overhead, should you find someone who makes high quality booze and is essentially unbothered by what’s going on around and refuses all assistance, you let me know how that inspires you.

Vasyli’s back story was this: he’d ended up in Marinka in the mid-1980s, by way of Odesa. As a young man, Vasyli had embarked on a career in making alcoholic beverages, publicly and successfully working his way to the head up a state-run vineyard. In the 1970s, the USSR had invested in the region to compete with Italian, Californian, and French wine — so as not to deprive the communist worker from their own quality product.

The author and Vasyli in happier times, shortly after the author had a couple drinks of Vasyli’s signature home-brewed whisky

Live by the grape, die by the grape: just as the USSR’s nascent wine industry was catching on, Gorbachev instituted the Soviet Union’s version of prohibition. Vasyli and people like him, who’d been heroes just days earlier, became enemies of the state the next. He left in disgrace, but not before watching tractors tear up hectares of carefully-cultivated Odesan vines. He swore then never to make alcohol for anyone but himself, his family, and his friends. His organizational and chemistry skills were put to work at Marinka’s milk factory, churning out boxed milk for children, a far cry from Vasyli’s first great love.

By the time I first visited, in 2016, the milk factory was closed. Everywhere bore the scars of ongoing fighting: the school’s walls and windows were fortified with sandbags; buildings and apartment walls were scorched by fire and blast damage; a lively pigeon-breeding culture involving dozens of or even hundreds of skycutter pigeons had been placed on life support, decaying coops the only evidence of what had once been.

Here is what I had to say about the place and the war in 2017, for The New York Times.

Marinka was one of those places where people had been knocked down by the death of the coal industry in Ukraine, which had more or less corresponded with the collapse of the USSR. When the war happened, people took sides; most of Marinka sided with Ukraine. Russian-led paramilitaries took the town in April of 2014; Ukraine recaptured the town in August of the same year, and retained it until the end of 2023.

When I visited Marinka for the first time in 2016, it was while enroute to Mariupol, a stop between more important places. The fate of the two places has been similar, with capitulation coming only at the end of a brutal and destructive slugging match. Given its proximity to Russia, one can’t help but be amazed that Ukraine was able to hang onto Marinka as long as it did.

Now Marinka is gone; reduced to rubble and ruined buildings, dust, bullets, shell casings, and roving packs of starving dogs; it’s a hellscape, essentially, uninhabitable. No children roam its schoolyard. Vasyli’s orchard is razed, his house wrecked, the tub where he distilled elite-quality homemade liquor cracked and filled with mud and worse.

For his part, Vasyli and his wife are elsewhere — Kyiv or Dnipro, probably, nobody could tell me for sure, only that they’d left when the town was evacuated. All he wanted was to live out the rest of his days with his wife, retired, growing fruit and vegetables on his own land, and using the product of that labor. But he considered himself Ukrainian, living in the country of Ukraine. That’s a crime, incompatible with Putin’s vision for the place. For this crime, for wanting to be free, Marinka was destroyed, and Vasyli’s orchard and home are ruined.

What a pity!

On the anniversary of Russia’s invasion of Ukraine

In Kyiv you live under the sword of Damocles. Every day: what if Russia starts bombing using jets, what if they nuke, what if they invade from Belarus. It is very difficult to live under those conditions. If you don’t have milk or eggs you go out to the store to buy them. If you don’t have security — if someone is constantly threatening your health and your life simply for the crime of living — what do you do, then? 

During a trip to Avdiivka in the east I found myself near the “zero line” talking with an old woman, one of the handful of civilians who had remained. It had been a good neighborhood before the war, and most of the families had means or opportunity to leave. The woman and her disabled husband were in one of those situations where they weren’t wealthy themselves, had nowhere else to go, no family, so they’d stayed. Russian artillery had ruined their shed, and sprayed the walls of their modest home with shrapnel, and cratered their garden. She was telling me in that characteristically Ukrainian, laconic way how they survived — precariously, stoically, day by day — when the Russians opened up with automatic grenade fire on a position some hundreds of meters away, starting a firefight.

Shed ruined by mortar fire, Avdiivka, Ukraine

The Ukrainian soldiers accompanying us said that it was time to go. On our way out we encountered the woman’s husband near the end of the driveway sitting in his wheelchair. A series of explosions and the rattle of machinegun and small arms fire nearby hastened our departure. As we jumped into the waiting cars, he began to wail like an animal. A soldier wheeled him back toward the house and shelter. We took to the road, bouncing past the empty houses. A pack of feral dogs ran from the fighting — I tallied a poodle, a shi tzu, and a collie (among other breeds) —pets that were left behind by their owners, a dystopian vision of what in other circumstances might have made for an uplifting Disney film.

Two days after that I was back in Kyiv, worrying about Russian threats to blast the city and destroy Ukraine, talking with my then-girlfriend (now wife) about what to do if things got worse; where we’d go. How not to end up like that old couple in Avdiivka. 

That was in 2016. 

I wasn’t going to write anything for the anniversary of Russia invading Ukraine last February. The small tragedies and catastrophes my family and friends have endured and encountered — the violation of basic human dignity, the diminishment of human rights, the fear, the killing, the disruption of every aspect of our lives — is a small portion of that of the widow or orphan, the kidnapped children who had to watch their parents murdered and are being raised by Russian strangers. What could I write or say that would meaningfully contribute to this grim tapestry? Of what use could I be?

This morning I woke up, as I did a year ago, with little sleep, facing a full day of work. I was thinking about what was going through my head then, and I realized that there was one insight I could share that might be useful to people whose first meaningful encounter with Ukraine was during the events of the last year.

That moment, the invasion, was one of the worst of my life, followed by one of the worst years. I’d trade anything for the invasion to be reversed; for Russia to withdraw its forces and change its violent and imperialistic ways. 

Some of the shrapnel and bullets found on the property of an Avdiivka resident between 2014-16

But having lived under the threat of death and destruction so long, to worry every month or so whether Russia was going to bring ruin to Kyiv and Ukraine, the invasion also came as a relief. This is what I wanted to share with people I know, many of whom heard me say something like this when I lived in Ukraine: to be next to Russia is to be crazy. Most Americans cannot imagine coexisting with an existential threat bent on erasing not just them, personally, but everyone and everything they ever knew. I learned in Ukraine what it felt like to have a knife at my throat; to be weak, vulnerable, a target.

Ukraine was always going to resist Russia’s invasion, just as they’d resisted in 2014, and as they have so many times before over the centuries. In the past it has always been held back by friends or abandoned by potential allies, restrained in its purpose to free itself from that fear — never given the means to end the persistent bullying at the hands of its wicked neighbor. Few Westerners know (though many can, if they examine the details of their own personal lives) the impotent anger and rage that Ukrainian people have had to endure while Russia casually indulged in every manner of physical and psychological aggression. Russia invaded — twice now — a year ago today, for the second time in the 21st century. Is it any surprise that Ukrainians have fought back? Can anyone blame them for wanting to finish this war — once and for all — and to finally know peace? 

Against Expanding Tweed

It’s the 21st century. After centuries of struggle and scientific advances in medicine — of one painful step forward followed by numerous staggering steps back — we’ve arrived at a moment in history where we know in detail the things that can hurt a person, and how, if not always why. We know the various ways that pollution can lead to things like asthma and cancer. We know how diet can affect mood and sometimes lead to autoimmune disorders. We know how damaging industrial waste can be both for the environment, and for the people who live in and depend on the environment for food and shelter.

We’ve seen the damage, and to our credit as a species, we’ve found ways to slow, arrest, and in some cases to roll it back. In my hometown of Branford, the Atlantic Wire company has been shuttered; people fish and swim in a part of the Branford River that just a decade ago made NYC’s East River look like a mountain brook. More broadly on the Long Island Sound, fish preservation initiatives have led to a rebound in menhaden populations, which, in time, will allow fishermen to catch at least one 20-25lb bluefish per month. As someone who grew up poor, I can testify to the difference a fish like that makes in a kid’s diet and habits. Advances in technology are making the cars that back up on I-95 during rush hour and Route One on the weekends cleaner.

We’re far from perfect, and maybe not even good (although, as individuals, often well-intentioned), but we understand how much harm has been done to the environment, and is being done to the environment, and have correctly concluded that this constitutes harm to ourselves. We are, therefore, attempting to remedy the sins and errors of our past, before they bury our future.

If Atlantic Wire, a business that required toxic industrial chemicals (and depended for profitability on an ability to dump said chemicals into the Branford River), suggested reopening its factory on the Branford River, people would protest. No number of jobs would be worth spoiled water and birth defects among the children raised nearby. No financial windfall would compensate for the human catastrophe we know follows in the wake of a DuPont.

The science is established now, it’s not up for debate. People may argue about whether the harm to human health is acceptable in utilitarian terms — some number of people profiting greatly from the sickness and misery of a few — but nobody would deny that the sickness or misery caused by industrial pollution aren’t real. Gone are the days of Mr. Burns — he’s been identified, and satirized. We know his name, and his game. We wouldn’t be fooled by the power plant owner, the industrialist, the death-peddler, if they suggested adding a few jobs in a town that would then become blighted by illness and misery.

A factory by any other name

What if there was another profitable but toxic way to use land, that didn’t raise red flags the way a factory would? What if one could build a factory that didn’t look or act like a factory, but produced the same deleterious effect on human health, and the same devastation in the environment? Are people so gullible that they could be deceived into putting the profitability of a big business ahead of their own, simply because the shape of the project didn’t include tall smokestacks and brick or cement walls?

Yes; people would be that gullible; especially when this factory-that’s-not-a-factory promises beyond jobs and economic growth that most quintessentially seductive pact, in which people are made more comfortable, and the product that’s being developed is convenience.

The name of the factory-that’s-not-a-factory is Tweed New Haven Airport.

Tweed airport before expansion; a small but busy place from which to fly locally

Stench followed by sickness

We tend not to think of airports as factories, because they are conduits rather than component-makers in the great commercial engine, but in terms of the pollution they generate, the two are similar. As recently as a decade ago, according to the National Bureau of Economic Research, LAX was the largest single source of carbon monoxide in the entire state of California. 

Anyone who’s had to sit on a tarmac in an airplane knows that, from the smell; anyone who’s stayed at an airport hotel has heard the planes taking off, rattling the windows, and when the wind blows just right, smelling the fumes of burned JP8.

Afghan and Iraq veterans know the smell too, from a different place — burn pits, which were recently acknowledged as leading to respiratory conditions and illnesses such as cancer and asthma. JP8 isn’t just used in jets, it’s the military’s standard form of fuel. I saw it poured into blivits, giant balloons that would hold thousands of gallons of the stuff. I saw it poured back out into armored cars and helicopters — it’s poured into other vehicles, too — tanks among them. I know the smell of JP8 well. Sometimes when planes fly over my house in Branford, low, approaching Tweed, the smell they leave in their wake returns me to the dusty hills and mountains of Afghanistan, a plume of smoke wafting in off a pile of trash that’s been accelerated by a liberal dousing of JP8. This is probably because the fuel commercial aircraft use (Jet A or Jet A-1) is a first cousin of JP8; fuel that’s missing a couple ingredients the military adds to make it more stable for use in extreme environments. JP8 is more hazardous to human health than Jet A or Jet A-1 in the sense that lava is more hazardous to human health than a blazing fire; the difference is in degree.

The worst stench I ever smelled was in Ukraine, on one of two trips I made to the city of Mariupol, a kilometers-long factory out of the mid-20th century. It was in a bowl, near a marsh on the Azov Sea. The air reeked with fumes, the pollution was asphyxiating. I had to hold a rag over my mouth for minutes while the car crept by the factory and checkpoints, almost choking on the rancid air. People fished in the marsh behind the factory. I asked around, and the life expectancy in the area was abysmally low — people said in the 50s, though that’s anecdotal.

Is it the case that these people were genetically inferior, or subject to the outrages of poverty and malnutrition? No, AzovStal was a place people were proud to work, and were well compensated to work there. This was a matter of living inside a space where the air was so thoroughly polluted, it was impossible to maintain good health. A nightmarish place to live, a dangerous place to raise a family. Though it must be said that Russia found a way to make living in Mariupol even worse!

Humans tend to live in valleys, near water, so I’ve lived in a couple other places where I got to see firsthand what happens when air pollution gets out of control: Vicenza, when I was posted to Italy with the 173rd Airborne, and earlier in Osaka when I was teaching English in Japan. Both cities exist in bowls, valleys surrounded by high mountains where the air can sit and settle when the wind doesn’t blow. Children growing up in the area are at much higher risk for asthma (we know this in part because of the detailed medical records kept by the US military). And while numbers are hard to come by for Osaka, it’s an industrial city, and I recall vividly the awful smell that would descend over the city on occasion.

New Haven is in a partial bowl; especially that part of it in the lowest area, Fairhaven, bounded by hills to the north, west, and south, and gas tanks and I-95 to the east. Various environmental hazards present themselves to Fairhaven residents — any pollution that is generated in or around the low-lying area eventually settles there, either from power generation, planes overhead, traffic from I-95, or other sources. And children in Fairhaven are at a higher risk for asthma.

The shore is alive with the sound of airplanes

We’re accustomed to thinking of pollution in terms of toxic chemicals that can affect our health. Such chemicals might, as in the case of particulates spread by smoke and smog, lead to respiratory, cardiovascular and/or other internal illnesses. Cancer, autoimmune disorders, deformities among infants, pre-term births. Horrible stuff.

Modern medicine has established a causal relationship between another type of pollution and ill health — what’s called “noise pollution.” As anyone who has heard a loud bang unexpectedly knows, noise can be upsetting. There is an evolutionary purpose for this — noise represents a threat, the approach of something that can harm you, be it a large predator or a storm. This is hard-wired into us, so much so that noise beyond a certain decibel level actually hurts us. Ask the guy who’s suffered from tinnitus in his left ear since a squad leader dumped a magazine full of 5.56 next to his head providing covering fire during a fighting withdrawal in 2010 how I know.

Beyond injury that can occur during construction or in combat, there’s the persistent effect of noise pollution that isn’t extreme or long-lasting enough to cause permanent damage but which, over time, can exacerbate preexisting conditions or make serious conditions worse. A motorcycle roaring down the road, waking you in the middle of the night. Nearby fireworks. A study published on the National Institutes of Health site concludes: There is clear evidence that sleep disturbances are associated with health deterioration, and growing evidence that exposure to noise pollution, around-the-clock, negatively affects health, too. It has also been proven that nocturnal noise pollution significantly impairs sleep, objectively and subjectively.

Noise also pollution increases the incidence of hypertension, cardiovascular disease and impairs cognitive performance in children. Lancet. 2014 Apr 12; 383(9925): 1325–1332.

Who has been jolted awake late at night, or early in the morning, by a low-flying jet taking off from Tweed, or coming into land? This is not a regular occurrence here in Branford, or in this area — but it will be, for Tweed to be a successful and profitable business. Will local ordinances make any difference? Of course not. The FAA is not bound by town ordinances such as those dealing with noise, or pollution — it is a federal authority. Once the expansion is complete, it will become difficult and dangerous to live in the area, and people who have the means, and value their health, will be forced to leave the area or deal with the consequences. Those who lack the means will, as people without means must, remain.

Environmental impact (birds, plants, etc)

When we talk about people leaving the area to avoid pollutants of the chemical or auditory variety, our first thought is (quite naturally) for ourselves. Nature, however, is also affected — plants, animals, insects; the ecosystem.

How much damage has been done to earth in the name of progress? The Greater New Haven area is a strange, dim reflection of itself from 500 years ago. Wetlands have been filled in for condominiums or developments; lowlands and the ocean, dumping grounds for trash and water carrying chemicals and plastics downward throughout the food chain.

Nature itself is changeable. The pyramids were built with the assistance of a giant Nile tributary that dried up millennia ago. Water levels go down, as when England was connected by land bridge to Europe and Long Island was an extension of Connecticut, and water levels go up, as was the case when the world was a much warmer place. But these changes usually occur gradually, over thousands of years, and the changes we’re making unfold in months and decades.

So much effort has been made in Connecticut to heal the ecosystem. To make the food chain stronger and more resilient, by making efforts to clean water in sustainable ways and planting native pollinator species and helping reinforce the bottom of the ocean food chain in various ways.

And yet here we go, with Tweed, tearing paths through the air, poisoning the flora and the fauna, rolling back whatever meager progress hundreds of volunteers have made to help prop up a system on which we depend, and which has been brought through neglect, inattention, and convenience to the very brink. The noise pollution that will damage the health of residents is awful enough — at least people can afford to move their bedrooms to basements, or the wealthier, install insulation that mitigates the effects of low-flying jets. Animals have no such protection.

We know that expanding Tweed and Tweed’s flights will damage the environment— this isn’t up for debate, every place that has an airport of a particular size or a factory ends up seeing citizens, wildlife, and plantlife suffer from illnesses at higher rates, and the environment negatively affected. That’s guaranteed. This isn’t the 1950s, the science isn’t unsettled.

Investing in the Past; a New Haven Legacy of Failure (Farmington Canal)

The 21st century has been characterized by extraordinary opportunities for businesses and governments capable of taking advantage of technology breakthroughs. One of these is the widespread adoption of remote work technologies such as Zoom, Skype, Google Hangouts, Microsoft Teams, and probably some other new platform I haven’t heard of. Remote work has just begun to transform how people relate to the office — a generation of young workers have no connection to traditional office culture, and do not need or want it, a shift that will totally reorganize how businesses invest in infrastructure, and where people live. Why hire a coder living in San Francisco for $200,000 when one can get someone of comparable discipline, work ethic, productivity, and utility for $25,000 a year who lives in Kyiv, or Calcutta, or Nairobi? For those businesses where security and citizenship are a concern, hiring someone for $150,000 a year who lives in a suburb of Cleveland or Indianapolis still offers extraordinary savings, when multiplied over dozens or hundreds of workers.

This has other implications as well, for “the city,” which was developed organically over time as a way to gather resources and specialists, and then, in the industrial age, to gather workers for factories. In a service economy, there isn’t much need for corporate offices, save among those to whom it is familiar and comfortable. People can just as easily do their jobs remotely, and those businesses that are most successful are those that can take advantage of the flexibility offered by remote technology. In time, those businesses will inevitably overcome rivals that sink millions or tens of millions into obsolete commercial real estate.

The decision to expand Tweed is based on an assumption that the social and work habits of the 20th century will dominate that of the 21st and therefore that the same infrastructure will be necessary. Who is deciding that an airport is a great idea? People who use planes to move around the country for work or for leisure. Who moves around the country for work or for leisure? Those with the resources and professional connections to take advantage of a national or international network — older, more established, financially successful people. People whose vision of the future depends on their experiences of the past, for better and for worse.

It’s not entirely clear where the $100 million projected to improve Tweed will come from, though older, more established, financially successful people and institutions is a good wager. AvPorts, the LLC that will own and operate Tweed, claims that it will raise the capital from various sources. As the chief business of these organizations is profit, it’s reasonable to assume that the expansion is, from their perspective, a speculative investment — a wager. One can be certain (and not assume) that profit will be the overriding concern in any conversation that requires making choices that impact neighbors. It is also reasonable to think about the cost of maintenance for large infrastructure of this sort, which, when speculative investment fails, often ends up defaulting to municipalities. Take as an example of this the abandoned and half-remediated Atlantic Wire site, which still has contaminated dirt exposed to the elements. Atlantic Wire is bankrupt, and the company that bought the property for development claims not to be responsible for maintenance or cleanup. Who pays? Branford residents and, eventually, the town. Who’ll pay for any inconvenience or disaster that strikes an expanded Tweed? Connecticut, New Haven, the shoreline.

This isn’t the first time New Haven has gotten into bed with investors to gamble future commercial success on an aging or mature transportation field. Gambled in the sense that transportation infrastructure is expensive, and any investment in the field must weigh the cost of development against the risk that it is or will eminently become obsolete — that nobody will use the new thing that has been bought, and that it will become an expensive and fruitless millstone, which instead of driving economic development, will be a costly weight around a city’s neck.

In the early 19th century, New Haven leaders pooled private resources and invested in an established and millennia-old technology at the worst moment possible. They took out loans, raised capital, and poured great reserves of human energy into creating the Farmington Canal. Rivers had been the primary engine of commerce since before the time of the Pharaohs, and making a river where none existed represented the pinnacle of organized human might. The visionaries of the Farmington Canal, long vexed by Hartford’s position on the Connecticut River, sought to jump New Haven over its nearby co-capital city, to dominate trade in Connecticut, and enrich its citizens.

The story of how those New Haveners and leaders in nearby towns (led by the accomplished and renowned Yale Man James Hillhouse) were able to muster political will and raise private capital is similar to the story of how Tweed is coming together as a speculative investment. People interested in learning more about how the canal was built and by whom are encouraged to read more about the canal’s fascinating and sad history.

Sad, because at the same time laborers were digging a path through Connecticut’s legendarily rocky soil, big changes were happening across the Atlantic Ocean. In Great Britain, a device called the steam engine had been set on a carriage that was itself placed on parallel metal beams supported by wooden trestles. This primitive device would lead to the development of the train, and almost overnight, totally revolutionized commerce. The investment necessary to create and maintain a canal was immediately outstripped by that of the investment needed to create and maintain rail lines. Those cities and groups that were quick to invest in railways reaped extraordinary benefits. Not only did the Farmington Canal fail, proving profitable only once while operational, it did so in the context of other projects succeeding. The canal has, after renovation, recouped some of the labor that went into its design and construction, as a beautiful walking and biking trail — this was not something intended by its original advocates.

New Haven today has an advantage over New Haven of the early 19th century. Perhaps New Haven’s leaders of the 1830s did not know about the train, had not read the literature or seen the potential when they sank money, time, and effort into shoveling out a divot through which to send boats laden with goods for trade. It may not have even occurred to them that there was another opportunity on the horizon. Today, the opportunities to invest in transformative and revolutionary infrastructure are many, and well known to all. The possibility that canals could become obsolete may not have been public or even specialized knowledge in 1835; today, it is likely given technological developments that small airports will become obsolete, and all but the biggest will fold (or become huge money pits for the regions that insist on operating them on the taxpayer’s back).

What are some potential targets for infrastructure development that aren’t airports? Anything having to do with electrified transport (cars, trains, bikes). Anything making a place more attractive for someone to live, as cities will become attractive not because of work opportunities, but because they are pleasant places in which to commute, socialize, and raise families (here, pedestrian and bike lanes seem like a useful way to develop New Haven and its surrounding area). If as seems likely drones will play an increasing role in commerce, perhaps developing an Aerodrome for drones (a hub for larger and smaller drones) might be worth considering; it has the advantage of offering New Haven a potential advantage over competing cities, rather than attempting to replicate a mature service that is already available nearby in JFK, Bradley, La Guardia, and Newark, to name a few.

There are two things about Tweed that are novel to any extent — cheap flights, and that one should only drive 5-25 minutes for a flight, rather than 45-120 minutes. At some point, the cheap flights will vanish, just as fares for Uber have steadily climbed from their appealing beginnings. And the more people who use the airport, the more traffic one can expect, eroding the advantage in convenience one reaps on the road. Neither of these will make any difference to the generation accustomed to socializing personally and professionally online, whose businesses and entrepreneurial projects will absolutely demolish those of rivals who insist on hazarding their company’s precious resources on commercial real estate — what amounts to living museums.

Painting a target on New Haven (military)

There is another compelling variable to consider when it comes to Tweed’s expansion. The odds of its being a problem are not great, but it is a consideration worth mentioning, given how human history has unfolded, and the unlikelihood that we or our children are living at the end of history.

Has anyone looked out of the passenger side window of an airplane taxiing down the runway at Bradley or JFK or O’Hare or LAX, and seen a C-130 Hercules military transport, or a C-17 Globemaster, or Blackhawk helicopters parked somewhere on the tarmac? Thought to themselves: “aren’t there military bases for that sort of thing?” Wondered: “why is military equipment sitting right next to — no, on — civilian infrastructure?” I have!

Part of this is because much of the military has been privatized, and a great deal of what was once exclusively civilian or exclusively military has been made into a combination of both, to save money. If convenience has been one head of the hydra of our age, saving money in the name of corporate efficiency has been the other — a satanic beast that has twice betrayed us. First during the pandemic and second (more recently) in Russia’s wicked and immoral invasion of Ukraine. Fully one third of what was once military tasks and responsibilities have been outsourced to private contractors, all the while making use of whatever space can be rented or leased on the private market (one study estimated that half the over $14 trillion spent on the various post-9/11 wars has gone to private contracting, according to a piece by PBS, for some sense of its pervasiveness). The argument is that it saves tax dollars and is efficient, when in practice, it doesn’t do the former and isn’t the latter.

An uncomfortable secondary consequence of this military sprawl into public life is that a regional airport is a military target in a way local airports are not. Regional and international airports are always on an enemy’s list of objectives either to be seized for follow-on operations, or destroyed to impact a nation’s ability to mass air power for defense. In a war, regional airports can expect at least one of two things (sometimes both): to be invaded by an enemy army, or to be bombed or rocketed by an enemy air force. If you doubt that this is true, I encourage you to read up on any war that has taken place since aircraft became a large part of warfare.

Rather than indulge a lengthy fantasy about the ways in which a large airport would endanger the area and its residents during war, how New Haven would take on a significance to an opposing military that it does not currently possess, I’ll conclude by saying that New Haven is not at present any higher on anyone’s list of cities than Hartford, or Stamford, or New London. Expanding Tweed as some hope will mean if there is ever a war, that someone will be punching in missile or drone or air drop / air assault coordinates corresponding with whatever facility is there. Expanding Tweed represents a risk. That risk is small in a world characterized by peaceful coexistence. It is much bigger in a world contorted by war.

The argument for Expanding Tweed

Up until now, the arguments presented have been those against expanding Tweed. In the event one has not heard the arguments for expanding Tweed, they are as follows, in no particular order (some will be more appealing than others):

1 — it will bring jobs to the area; dozens or hundreds depending on how big one thinks Tweed will get

2 — it will help New Haven grow both by making it a more convenient destination, and by (arguably) generating revenue

3 — it will make travel more convenient (currently for those who have property or business in Florida)

4 — it’s a done deal, expansion is a fait accompli and you’re dumb if you resist it!

Most of these arguments have been debunked or challenged point by point in an Op-Ed by Sara Nadel (a classmate of mine at Hopkins) published by The Hartford Courant. For people seeking a comprehensive breakdown of the arguments against the arguments for Tweed, one cannot do better.

Conclusion

There are a few (conditional) arguments for expanding Tweed, and many more against expanding it. Whether it will be expanded or not is beyond me; I’m a town RTM member in Branford, a man with few connections and little practical influence. Weighing the pros and cons the expansion doesn’t seem like a terrific idea — certainly not a slam dunk — and it also seems clear to me that not all the cons were weighed properly before people decided to go ahead with the project. Rather than be put to the people of this area only after a sincere public accounting of the costs and benefits to such a project, and in keeping with the modest and democratic traditions of New England, the expansion is being treated like something that has already been decided, and citizens as childlike annoyances who need to be tolerated and convinced, rather than adults who are capable of making up their own minds (but who might choose against such a massive change to the area’s environmental and infrastructural topography).

I hope this piece has offered readers some material for consideration. If, upon consideration, readers feel moved to do something to slow or stop an airport expansion that is likely to do quite a bit more harm than good in the short and long term, I beseech them to write or act.